To all Listener . Listen to the beat of the song . =D


Yesterday night some1 asked me a question . I was totally stunned .
How should i answer her ?

25112008

As complained by a reader of mine .
I Shall stop posting those Sentimental BlogPost

For a period =D

Life never gonna be the same anymore .
ytd while i was eating , my RME told me that there won't be any leave allowed for the month of dec . Because of the Christmas season coming hence there will be Corp Sales too .
Hope i can make a bucks out of the sales . =D

To those who was present at lynn chalet - I didn't mean to be like that , just that the place really bought back alot of memories which i tried to forget .

24112008(part one)

I once swear my love for you . the never dying love .
But you betray my love .
But
I know i was wrong to love u even though u do wrongful things to me .
I dun care .
i dun mind .
but
Somehow . i am still worried about you .
I still dream about you every night .
I still think of you dearly .
I still miss her dearly .

I dun care anyone views .

ALL
I
KNOW
WAS
.

I
Love
You.

Always
And
Ever
.

All i wanted you to know is

U are forever in my heart . the one that no one can replace .
The one which i will always love dearly .
i care , adore and love you .



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24112008( Part two )


Today went to eat Seoul garden with Friends
Then Catch a movie
Then Buy a bag
Then went home
Then have a nap
Then dinner
Then Computer
Then Blog
Then sleep.

Extra Info
My life when Working .

Take bus To Mrt
Go to Somerset MRT / CityHall .
Report to staff entrance .
Punch my Card .
Go to counter .
DO sales.
Chat a bit with partner to get the latest info .
try to learn from them as much as possible .
If morning - must clean counter
If afternoon- Must end sales then send daily sales to counter in charge .
then day ends .
If hungry , go eat supper
If not , go home
clean up when reached home .
check Email.
then sleep .




Day's repeating over and over again .


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22112008-Noting Gonna Change my Love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

* I need you badly *

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

*All i ask is for your love*

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

* Your love is my strength *

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

* I will Always be there for you *

22/11/08

Can life stay the same forever ?


All i wanted you to know is . If you ever read this .



I will be be there for you whenever you need me .
My love for you is forever strong .

give me some time

I Got things i have yet to archive .

22112008 - TRUST

Trust
A five letter romance
An after-glow of something more
Or something less
A timeless committment
An unbeatable truth
A lie, a smile, a fake, a tear
A slip of hand, a bruise to the face
Or an ego deflated
A glimpse of promise
A catch of faith
Or a hallucination of carelessness
A friend, a lover, a teacher
For the strong
But more so,
For the weakest.

19112008 AAE

Whats wrong with me ?
Wheres my Laughter ?
Where are my Smile?

I don't like the me of now .

because Everywhere i went , i Seems to be missing you Dearly.

Tinking of you.

How are you?
Can u hear me out?

I just wanna you to know that u are always still the one in my heart .

Always and ever .

17/11/08- Paint Buckets

Blue.

Your eyes, like gateways. As if peaking into a million skies. Each one so beautiful, yet so painful to stare into. You told me it was all okay, I shouldn’t have listened to you. Now I am solitary, alone in the clouds.

Green.

The lake was so clear, yet so green. It washed away my worries, my curiosity. My little booklets reminded me of what you had done, why I should never forgive you. But I still seem to forget, even though I have permanent proof. But you thought scars were beautiful, for nothing is perfect, and they were different.

Yellow.

The truth was like staring into the sun, painful and hard to see. The yellow blares into your eyes and blinds you even more. It’s hard seeing the truth, when you are too blind to see. So we tend to not stare into the truth, our eyes move around it.

Purple.

You wore an amethyst necklace; you told me it brings power. You gave it to me and said to never take it off, the only powerful thing in my life is the sorrow, it overpowers me, I am useless. Without you I fall, necklace and all.


Red.

If I was anyone else, I wouldn’t be here anymore. If I was any weaker than I already am, blood would no longer be a part of me, but would lie beside me. I already lost you, how would the loss of blood make any difference? Just another stain, another scar to remember you by.

My feelings are like paint buckets,
I wish to be one colour.
I only want one thing in life,
for you to never suffer.

15/11/08-Human Mind

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe can.

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh?

=D

All that i Need

I was lost and alone
Trying to grow making my way down that long winding road
Had no reason no rhyme
Like a song out of time
And there you were standing in front of my eyes

How could I be such a fool
To let go of love and break all the rules
Girl when you walked down that door
Left a hole in my heart
And now I know for sure

Chorus:
You're the air that I breathe
Girl you're all that I need
And I wanna thank you, lady
You're the words that I read
You're the light that I see
And your love is all that I need

I was searching in vain
Playing a game
Had no-one else but myself left to blame
You came into my world
No diamonds or pearls Just like a castle of sand
Girl, I almost let love slip right out of my hands
And just like a flower needs rain
I will stand by your side through the joy and the pain

Repeat Chorus X2

You're all that I need, girl
You're the air that I breathe, yeah
And I want to thank you
(And I want to thank you, lady)

You're the words that I read, girl
You're love is all I need, yeah
And I want to thank you
(And I want to thank you, lady)

You're all that I need, girl
You're the air that I breathe, yeah
And I want to thank you..

11/11/08 - A Solemnized time

Missing You for A unknown Reason .

Where are You ?
How are You ?
What are u doing?
Are u Well?
Is everything Alrite for you?
Are u happy?
Most importantly . Have u found Your happiness?
Do u know that i hate to let u go but its ur life . u decide with it .
Its your choice .
But i will always be wherever u are .


Only for you .

I Hate to say it .
But
u Are
Always in
my
Heart
No matter
what
happen .


12.02 pm . 11/11/08 . A Solemnized time .

10-11-08 - Everything

Celebrating Birthday with family and my dearest cousin is the best =D

With respect to 6/11/08 Post =D

6-11-08

A day to remember . 5/11/2008 . Teehao has lived on Earth for 16 years le . =D


And thank You all of you . 4G . IN making my birthday a wonderful one =D


I will forever remember all of you !

=D


Okie, lets start .

5/11/08 - 10am -> start work =D As usual but i felt something diff about today .
Perhaps its something to do with my birthday
6pm . Rush to CityHall MRT then went to PR MRT station then took a taxi to my Class Chalet . It was like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Deep inside the whole place . I got to say something. beside celebrating my birthday with my friends . We have some special Guest . Flies . cat . red ants . ants . Dirt .
=D and Last but not least . XIAO QIAN .

we BBQ from 7pm to around 2am .
Its was all fun and funny . espically for the games we played . Yaosheng is a easy target for me to kill him during the game .

i slept at around 5am due to extreme tiredness and boringness .

Day2 - woke up at around 7am . A 2 hour Sleep? perhaps a NAP bah . haha .

we had our breakfast at changi village . Then we head back to our chalet then head to Pula Ubin

and let the rest be explained through the photos i about to upload . =D Stay Tune =D

3/11

I think, At some point,
Everyone dreams of finding..
An Edward.
Someone whose name you call, or whisper.
And he's right there waiting.
Someone who hums a lullaby,
And holds you close, as you drift off.
Someone who seems to just glitter, in the Sunlight,
Whose eyes are often Topaz,
Warm,
And Reassuring.
Someone who takes you to dinner,
And ignores the pretty waitress.
Someone who follows you,
Watches you always,
Secretly, Just to be sure..
You're always okay.
Someone Romantic,
Yet has a good sense of humor.
Someone Ancient, Yet Young.
Who'll save your life, No matter what.
Who cries when you're injured.
Someone who cleans out even the deadliest wounds,
However impossibly hard it may be.
Someone to take you to your prom,
Dispite your complaints,
Who teaches you to waltz,
As you stand on his feet.
Someone who just knows when it's time.
When forever really means forever.
And takes you away,
For years to come.